July 2010
If I ever find the time.
You can either send it to them (anonymously or with your name) or keep them to yourself. On this day you write a letter to:
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — your crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could...
hi.
Its me, yeah finally right? I’m never on anymore, I don’t write. And usually don’t find the need to write. Whatt, i’ve been home mmmm, 2 days this summer so far. And those days I spend sleeping, or packing. I just don’t have time. And I feel like i’m so far behind on writing that im too deep in the hole to get back out. Maybe i’ll try, maybe I won’t....
June 2010
I'm lvging!
For hoopfest, biggest three on three tourny in the world. There will be over 200,000 people there:) I’m very excited?!!! Boys, hot hot hot weather, just pumped!
It is summer.
It’s weird too. It doesnt feel like if yet. It’s scary, I don’t know why. Yet, I’m very excited! Off to a great start.
Karate kid kicked ass. I loved it. :)
You can't feel this pain that i'm feeling.
Today, campus day, my teacher accidentally punched me in the face. He hit me in the jaw, and I like bit through a part of my tongue. He felt so awful, but I didn’t show too much pain. Now I can’t hide it. My neck is pretty much out of place, and it hurts when I move it at all. My tongue is swollen, I just took medicine, hopefully the swelling will go down. It gets in the way of...
Rachael Bales.
You made me laugh so hard tonight. Seriously, cuddling with you, then you annouced something that made me about pee on you. “i’m holding it in” Oh goodness. You are extremely fun, and I loved being with you. Lets hangout this summer. Just thought I’d share to the world how cool you are. Love you,
Tawni. :)
basketball.
2-3:30. In the sun, outside. I’m so out of shape, & fat. I’m going to die. I also have breathing problems, we think its asthma. This sucks. K bye.
Oh lordy I think you’re gorgeous. Your hugs are incredible, and aljfal;sj93wur. Your just amazing.
Today you asked me to bring something back that I’ve had of yours. I had to give it to you in public, so I couldn’t like cherish it before I gave it back. But I if I really wanted to I guess I would’ve but I think that was the breaking point. Giving you back your stuff, now I don’t have stuff to remember you by. Other then pictures & a sweatshirt. Oh well, I don’t...
In a normal situation,
I would go shopping to get rid of all my stress, but I have no money. I look online all the time. I know what I want for school shopping. Like the specific things. yet, I want them now, but I KNOW I will grow over this summer, so it’d be a waste of money. I got some new summer clothes from my mamma. That was good! I have headaches every day too, It’s AWFUL.
2 1/2 days left. Tomorrow will be…good. I hope, just going over finals. Not too much work. I want to talk to you, I really do. But I’m too scared, and I wouldn’t know what to say. Ugh. :(
I just got a text from the girl that he had a thing with while we were together. Just explaining how they have a thing again. I love my life.
It seems I could write a novel about all the...
Monday was awful, it was awkward, and hard as hell. I held back my tears all day. I’d simply glimpse at you, to find you were staring at me. You look sad, but I know I looked worse. I know you could see in my eyes that I looked dead. I bit my lip and turned my head when we locked eyes. I saw you flirt with another girl, you and her are the reason we ended.
Tuesday started off alright. Then...
Finals are over, finally.
Today was awkward & awful. Thank you for that.
I got my math grade up :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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“Breakeven” I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing Just prayin’ to a god that I don’t believe in Cos I got time while she got freedom Cos when a heart breaks no it don’t break even Her best days will be some of my worst She finally met a man that’s gonna put her first While I’m wide awake she’s no trouble sleeping Cos when a heart...
I’m scared for tomorrow. I don’t want to have to face you. I don’t want the last week of school to be a drag. I wish this didn’t happen, I wish non of this would of happen this way. First period tomorrow I plan to keep busy, so nothing has to be said. I can’t even picture anything being said. I really don’t know how you’re going to act. You could give me a...
I don’t wanna study for finals.
Dear the next guy (although I don't know when I'll...
I will love you to kiss up my neck till you reach my lips, and to my forehead. I don’t like to be controlled. The little things matter a lot to me. I will love you to play with my hands and fingers, and to write or draw on my back with your fingers. Feel free to wrap your arms around me from behind. Call me your babygirl, and remind me why you like me. Be comfortable with my family and I....
Tears hidden in my eyes, will soon burst to rush...
I imagine,
everything we could’ve been. And it just makes me feel worse.
Although when we did talk today everything was simple and short, it was just talking to you that made me feel a little better. But not really, I can’t explain how it made me feel. I still felt pain from your hurt. If that makes sense at all! But right now would be the time I’d love everything to be okay, and we’d be texting like we used to. But everythings changed, and I’m...
You were all I wanted,
But I guess I wasn’t all you wanted. I’ve been screwed over, once again. It’s hard to hold back the tears, it really is. After all that time, to find out what you did behind my back, kills me. I let myself like you, I let my guard down for YOU. You were the first guy I liked in five months, and you let me down, you really did. I don’t know what to say anymore. I told you I...
crying.
k bye.
This was on my myspace, so I put it on here too.
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I want to go see karate kid!
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Since I didn’t go to school today I didn’t get to approach you like I said I was going to! But you happen to text me, and we went over the subject. You said that i had all the reasons to be mad at you, and I told you I was hurt. You apologized over and over, but then you had to go. So, I guess I don’t know where we stand. I know you don’t like her like everyone was saying,...
You're beautiful it's true.
I didn’t attend school today. And I don’t really want to explain why on tumblr. But yes, no school today. I wanted to go, but I broke down and was a wreck right when we were leaving this morning, so my mom told me to go to sleep. I refused, sat in bed crying. She told me to do something to get my mind off the subject. So I cleaned my room all day. It is pretty clean actually.
On...
Dear Mandy,
I miss you. I know I haven’t seen you in awhile, I’m still the same person. I’m still loud ,weird, crazy, and me. I’ve been busy, and I leave right after school gets out, but when I get the chance I’d love to see you. I love you incredibly, you’re beautiful inside and out. I sit in class at school, (since you’re not there), and think about all the funny...
Tomorrow,
I plan to approach you. I plan to talk to you, and when you do notice somethings wrong, I’ll tell you my feelings. I don’t let people screw me over, so you better tell me tomorrow you won’t any more, because I’m really hurt already.
“When your not with him he screws around with ____, and when he’s not with ____, he screws around with you”
This about killed me today.
Did I get you back?
I think I might of. :)
I'm torn, stuck in a sticky situation, confused.
I’m so confused. You and Me, or me and him, or me and him and him and him? No one will get what I’m writing about, but no I’m not implying to be a whore. The only person that would understand this doesn’t have a tumblr. Ugh, I wish I knew I could post anything on here, but I can’t. Secrets will remain secrets, and some thoughts will just have to be unsaid.
I looked at all your tumblr pages, and a lot of...
"Somtimes it takes that to know how you feel for...
Thank You Kara. I don’t know how to hang in there, I’m sure I can, but I’ll struggle If I see him with other girls again. I’ve been single for so so so long. And I don’t have a problem with it. I mean I have fun still, and flirt, but its not like comparing to how you treat me. I’ve been single for so long I don’t know how to be in a relationship again....
I know I ignored you for a few days and you returned the favor. But the other night, all I wanted was to be with you. You stabbed me every time you were with another girl. You can’t come hold me in your arms, and hold my hands, then just go flirt with other girls. It killed me the other night. Although when I was in your arms I was in Heaven, and when we were holding hands I felt safe. When...
Goodmorning!
This morning I would like french toast. My dad offered to go get milk so he could make me some, but I’m feeling I’d like to go out and eat. Either way I don’t mind, I just want french toast. I can literally here my tummy growling!
“When someone tells you that they somehow stopped missing you, you’re pretty much...”
I still make a wish at 11:11 every time I notice, I wonder if it is true. I’ve made a lot of wishes, and some of the wishes never came true, but others did. I always used to wish about boys, now I wish about more important stuff. I’m tired though, I’m going to go lay in bed.
