May 2010
This sucks.
I have no one to do my hair for the dance this Friday. I’m quite furious. I’ll find someone I guess.
"Today you gave me a gift, that I'd only like if...
Thank God tomorrow is Friday.
STOP leading me on, k thanks.
I’m overly stressed and over whelmed. I can’t focus, at all. I worry too much, and I have too much to do in such little time. I’m not myself, and haven’t been for awhile now. I just cry at home to let some of it out. I want this weekend, bad. I don’t want it as much as I need it. Two days, I can/have to make it through two days.
I'm sorry!
I wish I had to time to see you, I wish I had time to talk to you, I wish I lived closer to you, I wish we were best friends still, but I’ve been so busy, and every thing’s changed.
You don't have to tell me I'm a wreck I already...
Isn’t it great to ball your eyes out all night and then wake up to a new voice mail from some girls all about how your a whore? My eyes are swollen, and my vision is blurry. I’m sore, my knee hurts, and apparently I’m a whore?
I need to go take some medicine, it have been enough hours so I can take another one. I hurt my knee today in the basketball tourny. It hurts hella bad. It’s swollen and bruised. It sucks.
Happy Birthday Connie, your a really cool girl....
I need my math grade up, now.
Why can't I do as I speak?
Life is a gift, a great gift. I shouldn’t pass up any opportunities granted upon me, because they never may come again. If I fall in love, then get my heart broken then at least I have memories and someone who has changed my life, if I lose a basketball game, at least I knew I tried my hardest. If I die my hair orange, and nobody likes it, at least I learned from a mistake, and it’ll...
I also think that I’m too nervous to officially be with you because I’m scared my car, my house, my family won’t be rich enough and perfect enough for you, like all the other girl’s. But they’re my family, and no matter what they come first. So if you can’t like them, then it will never work, right? I just don’t know.
I hope you know that I think about you every single morning, every single day, and every single night. It’s just to torture myself with the pain you’ve caused me in the past.
I always post about finding love & being happy everyday, and I have someone who wants that with me, right in front of me. Yet, I can’t take you into my life as easy as I write about. I want you, I want you to be mine. I’m scared, and I don’t feel good enough for you. You tell me how amazing I am everyday, you call me cute names like baby and Tawn in person. You show your...
"You are what you hate"
I do not believe this is true. Just for stupid reasons, examples;
I hate fishy crackers, and I’m not a cheesy disgusting fish.
I hate wasabi, and I’m not a green ball of icky-ness.
I hate needles, and I’m not a needle?
point proven :]
I've lost myself, and i'm no where to be found.
Everything used to be beautiful and nothing used...
“But if you wanna leave, you can. I’ll remember you though, just like I remember...”
– Lilo and Stitch
“When you love someone you let them take care of you.”
– Jodi Picoult
“Sometimes to get what you want the most, you have to do what you want the least.”
– Jodi Picoult
“Just because you keep something a secret doesn’t mean it never happened, no...”
– Jodi Picoult
“Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop...”
I never feel good enough for people.
I tend to sing to this while crying.
“You’re Not Sorry” All this time I was wasting, Hoping you would come around I’ve been giving out chances every time And all you do is let me down And it’s taking me this long Baby but I figured you out And you’re thinking we’ll be fine again, But not this time around You don’t have to call anymore I won’t pick up the phone This is...
the best things always happen to the worst people.
I just posted that bulliten about you about three minutes ago, right after I clicked “Create Post”, you texted me. Now I’m fighting the tears.
I have been over you for so long, then the other night you randomly texted me good night & sweet dreams. We talked, you sent me long messages about how you shouldn’t ever of hurt me, and you wish you didn’t. How sorry you were, and how you miss me. The last couple days, all I’ve listened to is sad love songs. Then last night, we got in another fight. Now all I feel is tears...
I’m sorry we aren’t as close as we were. I’m sorry, your having a hard time. We are growing up in different towns, and its hard to see you. Your still one of my best friends though? Aw, maybe were not as close as we were. Schools out in twenty something days, and when I’m not busy with sports or vacations, I’ll want to be with you. Its not that I don’t like you,...
I don’t understand how someone can say something so rude to your face.
Explanation? Today one of my old good guy friends told me it looked like I gained weight. He said it in front of a crowd, and in a snotty way. Thank you for this new insecurity I have.
Right now, I’m content. I am more content then ever, as it seems. I have the best friends in the world. I spend as much time as I can with them. I have a good guy in my life that is guiding me through the rest of the year. I am just happy, I really am. Lets keep it this way, please God, please.
I wish I didn't know forever wasn't really...
Tonight I realized my feelings towards you,
Then I read a girls tumblr post about how when a girl has her heart broken, it’s like she’s dead, yet living. I want you, but i’m scared now!
Avatar.
Still watching it, not finding it as interesting as everyone has told me. It can’t be that good to me
because I’m still on tumblr, facebook, myspace, & texting.
Tonight after my volley ball game, Brenden, Riley, Laur, the twins, teags, & I all played basketball and hungout. It was really fun! J enjoyed myself! Spending the night with laur laur, Nancy, + awwii
:)
Best night in a long time:) with my bestfriends! Hung out with Brenden for awhile tonight! Watching avatar for the first time, shopping tomorrow! Happy, extremely!
“Let others lead small lives, but not you.
Let others argue over small things,...”
