April 2010
Summer 2010.
So we get out of school June 21st, and I’m leaving for Spokane June 25Th for Hoopfest with my basketball team. I’m more then excited, I went last year and I had the most amazing time with Serina. Pretty positive my mother with take Teagan & I to California for a week to get away, also pumped for that. July 13Th, Justin Bieber Concert <3 I would love to attend summer jam, moms...
If you want to be beautiful then BE beautiful.
Our souls.
Somebody mentioned the other day, that they don’t think we are neither a female or a male. That our souls are not a boy nor’ girl. That when we were made, we came down to earth and our souls chose who and what they wanted to be. Although our outside image looks like one or the other, were all humans. We all have emotions in us. It made me think so much. I don’t quite understand...
“Doesn’t Mean Anything” Used to dream bout being a millionaire, without a care But if I’m seeing my dreams and you aren’t there Cause it’s over, that just won’t be fair, darling Rather be a poor woman living on the street, no food to eat Cause I don’t want nobody if I have to cry Cause it’s over when you say goodbye All at once, I had it...
You bring the past with you whenever I see you. It...
It doesn’t how long you’ve known someone, or how close you two are. As long as you can be there for a person, is worth a life time. You may not know what their going through, but for you to at least try to comprehend its worth the try. People fight, and they get over it. When you have someone that has promised to be there for you, you should never feel alone. Ever. I have those people,...
I used to know you better then every girl. Your favorite color, animal, what dog you liked the best, what you wanted when you were looking for a girl to be yours. And when I was yours, I knew you well. I knew you better then anyone. Now, I don’t know you at all.
“When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not...”
– Erma Bombeck
Seeing you, tonight, was amazing. Your stationed far away, always. I hate not having you home to watch me grow up. Last time when you left, I cried. I didn’t let you see though. You were there with me all through my child hood, now you come back and I’m not a little girl anymore. I’m growing up, without you here with me to grow up with me, and to be there to guide me. I hate it.
Courage, and believing can get you anywhere.
Had an awful day. To the high extent of awful. I don’t want to explain all the events that happen because I’ll get out of my good mood. I’m in a good mood cause our volleyball team who has lost every game, just won against a team who has won every game. :) It was probably my best game. Four more games to be at this weekend. Bring it on!
volleyball :]
With lanesha & lacey. :] been here forever. Blog later!
I woke up the other day at 6 a.m. crying. Hurting, sniffling. It just happened that I had fallen asleep in my moms room that night, and I was sick. So she thought I was just stuffy. She got up got me Kleenex and layed down with me. I said “I had a bad dream.” I don’t quite remember it clearly but..oh wait. I remember now! So my two cousins Riley, Stephenie, Teagan and myself were...
Somedays you just want that one person to hold you, and someday I’ll realize that they just don’t want to be the one to hold me.
Sometimes the truth, isnt always right.
For me to picture my life without you, makes me cry. Even though your still here, I still cry with just the thought of it. I know It’d ruin me, for a fact. It’d ruin every single day of my life. Your the only person who can make me smile on a daily basis. You do those cute little things that I’ll never forget. Your insecurity is adorable. The nick names you’ve given me over...
You make me happy!
“When we are happy some people will not like it. They will try to dissprove our happiness. They will say it will not last. They will take great pleasure looking for the cracks in our worlds. Just smile at these people. For they know not what we know.”
Every glimpse of you makes butterflies in my stomach flutter. When you hug me you twirl me like in the movies. Your smile is adorable, and your laugh is charming. To be honest and so silly with you makes me feel good. When we act childish we make each other smile. Maybe to be as one, is better to be as two separates. I’m afraid. I’m afraid to try to be more then friends, to join as...
Bleeding Love.
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They...
He texted me today. When he used to text me I’d rush to open it, now it can lay around, or just be ignored. He’s nothing special anymore. We talk to eachother in simple sentences, no smileys, no cute names. You really don’t mean to me as much as you used to. Your just another boy, another boy in the past.
“If you can’t be a good example, you’ll just have to be a horrible warning”
– Faking It (Jennifer Crusie) (via quote-book)
All I do is win-DJ Khaled
I'm simply happy with the little things in life.
Girls are low. Girls are bitches. I do not understand why they act the way they do. They should’ve been raised better, I have respect and I treat everyone nice. So if you once called me your “bestestest” friend, then I don’t know how you can talk so much shit about me now? I do not get where your coming from. I did nothing, we just got annoyed of eachother. Doesnt mean you...
I have 47 days of 8th grade left. I will never ever get these days back. SO, I need to make the best out of this. High school scares me, but I shouldn’t be scared cause I have to go through it no matter what. I’m realizing who my real friends are, and who was just there when they had no one else. Here we go, lets make memories.
It bugs me that people can put their friends in...
People make me so mad, so mad. But I can only control myself, so I shouldn’t worry about them. I need to focus on me, for once. Just me, work hard, look good, show what I got.
Haven’t been on in a week, its emptyness. Well, my heart better get used to it because my sister and I had SIX hours of practices yesterday, two hours tonight, two hours tomorrow, two hours thursday, two games friday & 3-4 hours of practice, two games saturday, one game sunday. Goodbye life, hello busy body. Well, always been a busy body just not this busy. Hurt my knee bad, have a...
